It is currently a bit overwhelming to balance between work, my husband, my dad, and me-time. At the same time, it is amazing to be able to see my dad because he is usually 8 hours away. It is also great that I get to sleep in his hotel room. HAHA.

It sucks to be away from my husband. It also sucks to wait for my period to come, whilst stopping myself from buying another pregnancy test kit. The more time it takes for my period to come, the higher my hopes are that I am pregnant.

I have not had time to do my laundry, or even wash my hair, for that matter. Last night after returning the rented wedding stuff to the owner, I arrived home at around 11 p.m., dozed off, woke up at around 1 a.m., prayed Isya', hung my washing that I had washed after work, went back to sleep, and could barely wake up this morning. I feel so exhausted today, and my body felt cold this morning. I also felt like fainting. This month's PMS is baaad.

I feel better now that I have had two breakfasts, two naps, lunch and a snack. I am eating non-stop since the wedding, and am loving it because I really want to reach an ideal weight.

I am going to Melaka this weekend to meet dear husband but I still haven't shaved my legs and my armpits, and today I am going to my dad's hotel room straight after work, so these next few days will still be a bit overwhelming for me.

Can't wait to see you love,

xx Sofiya.