Old Lady

I have become such an old lady. If my day ends too late or if I walk too much in a day, or if I feel exhausted, there is a 100% possibility that I will be ill the next day. And today I am ill. I really should take things easy. I mean, I know the baby is barely the size of a kidney bean and it's not even heavy to carry around, but I feel so tired most of the time. I don't even realize it because whenever I work from home, I work while lying down on the bed (I don't have an office at home yet). I've only noticed my tiredness since I came to the office. You see, when I come to the office, I have to walk from the bus stop to the office, and sit on the office chair all day. While it may sound normal, it feels so exhausting compared to lying in bed all day. The nurse advised that I should not start exercising yet, so it's not like I can keep fit. It's normal for pregnant women to feel tired, I guess.

But I feel like such an old lady!

I am doing a giveaway on Carousell today. I really want to do a wardrobe clearance, so I'm giving away everything for free. Then I'm donating the rest of the stuff to h&m so that I can get a discount voucher, hee hee. Can you believe I can't fit into my favourite Zara work pants anymore? (Although, I am really excited that I am finally gaining weight). Plus, all my clothes are from years and years ago, and I really want to start dressing up for my husband. So goodbye, old clothes.

Dear husband is leaving for Germany on September 11th, so we'll miss our first ever Raya together as a married couple. I am really happy for him that he is given this chance to undergo training abroad, although there is a part of me that is dreading the lonely three months. I am going to try my best to save money for the tickets. But if I fail, then we can go on a second honeymoon nearby when he's back, using whatever I've saved up by then.

That's all for now,
xoxo Sofiya

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2 comments:

  1. going through early phase of the pregnancy without your husband is quite challenging.
    but it is doable. don't worry.
    good luck!

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