I went for a scan yesterday. I got a bit teary-eyed seeing the baby's arms and legs. I mean, during the last scan all we saw was a blob with a heartbeat! When did it grow arms and legs? And it has grown so much!

To be honest, I am constantly worried that something bad might happen to the baby. I shouldn't think that, I know. But there is no proof that there is a baby in my tummy unless I go for a scan - it's not like I can feel anything yet! So I kept thinking bad thoughts right until the doctor showed me the screen. I am so happy that the baby is actually okay, and healthy, and just perfect. Alhamdulillah. I love you, tiny baby. My teeny-weeny beautiful baby.

I feel a bit sad today. I miss my husband. I miss him more than I usually do. I really want to be with him. So, so badly.

xoxo Sofiya